Sotokomori Monologue

 A: ....... Of course, I don't doubt, if that really happened for the course OVER THE LIFETIME and for FACTUALLY -  I guess thing could have almost like a brainwashing effect or something like that, as nasty as it may sound. B: Like, my computer just begun developing slow internet issues the moment after I've installed new software -  ...But with machines in general, whether it be cars, or kitchen appliances - you just have to use common sense esp. when you do not know anything I think. By that I'm not trying to sound domineering b/c that's how things really work in real life as far as I see it. Especially here in Space Coast, Florida. ..Like, some people might just think being skinny & being able to run good is just part of their skillsets, while it would have been nothing but privilege to my past self. And that's why I gotta BUY & DEPEND on so many tools just to replicate somewhere being intermediate on that spectrum, so much so I wanna pursue the thing so...

....... A: But these days I do get the feeling that I'm acting in more 'masculine' manners; never mind, well, being able to drive. Which is like the norm for everyone in this country - but (likely) not everywhere else. ...... I: .....So, where do you wanna begin from? A: It depends. ...But I do think historical stuffs (i.e. KBS 역사저널) are rather more like folklore than reality these days, and the reverse is true for this generation. ...That's the strongest impression I get these days anyways. I: Are you saying that the whole trend - of which topic you're trying to get at - is bad? A: That I don't know. 'Cause I'm certainly NOT the one who's going through, you know, all those surgical measures directly at the moment - nor someone who intends to in the near future. ...All I can guess (especially as a Korean) is that thing is at least halfway sociologically motivated. That's all. <Ref: 노네임 No-name. Youtuber.> Like, okay. You might think me doin...

....... ...  I: ....So tell me exactly, ...Just WHAT in the hell is 'Sotokomori'? A: Okay... I'll do my best to explain (without using my mother tongue) ..Basically if you apply the three-dot logo I've been using on my Twitter & other social media handle (*Triratna); then it's like, for me it's nothing but: Work then go home (or get lost in random places). ....While you know, other 'normal' people would be busy trying to strengthen/enjoy/share their preexisting social ties and stuff. I: What do you mean, by 'get lost'? A: ....Maybe I gotta admit I was influenced by one of the ppl I happen to know somewhat, since she used to own this pretty neat hardcore venue and I still remember that one instagram story of hers where she mentioned driving 5 hours to go up to Canada (with her friends). ...I'm like, I don't have any friends since I'm not her but I could at least try just HANGING OUT FURTHER. And I did. If not to NYC - like I've...